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28.03.2024, 14:05
You do not think of yourself as mighy, as someone without flaws - you have them, a lot, and sometimes they do get you in trouble. Most of the times you try not to, try to control yourselves, try to control your environment. Not the people in it but the nature, the situations you find yourself in.
Sometimes, though, it gets out of your control. Sometimes it is not you, sometimes you let your flaws overcome you. Sometimes, like this time, you are not in control - and get captured.
And freed, too, from that prison you have been in.
You have been in that prison for a while, cannot even count the days because it has been so dark in there all the time. But the smell - not enough nature, too much of the rest. The sounds - too loud, not enough silence. No time to meditate, no time to get some sleep.
You are thankful for the quiet moment as it is right now, even when she speaks, even when she asks you questions. It is a different kind of quiet, some that is just as soothing.
I am hopeful that they are.
And you are hopeful that they are all fine and well.
When have you been to the grove the last time?
Sometimes, though, it gets out of your control. Sometimes it is not you, sometimes you let your flaws overcome you. Sometimes, like this time, you are not in control - and get captured.
And freed, too, from that prison you have been in.
You have been in that prison for a while, cannot even count the days because it has been so dark in there all the time. But the smell - not enough nature, too much of the rest. The sounds - too loud, not enough silence. No time to meditate, no time to get some sleep.
You are thankful for the quiet moment as it is right now, even when she speaks, even when she asks you questions. It is a different kind of quiet, some that is just as soothing.
Halsin
Halsin